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To recap again … at birth we
come genetically pre-coded with an instinctual ‘self’ that is fully developed by about the age of 2 years.
This coincides with the first obvious signs of the instinctual passions of fear, aggression, nurture and
desire in every infant’s behaviour.
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With the first
signs of the emergence of this instinctual behaviour we begin to be instilled by our peers with a social
identity consisting of morals – ‘good’ and ‘bad’ – and ethics – ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ –
together with a full set of social beliefs and psittacisms.
This social
identity is instilled essentially to curb the excesses of the instinctual passions and to make one a fit
member of society. This identity is one’s ‘inner policeman’ and must be investigated first if one wishes
to eliminate the instinctual passions.
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One’s social identity is the conglomerate of all
the beliefs, morals, ethics, values, principles and psittacisms that each of us have been programmed with
since birth. It is only when one has substantially eliminated or deleted this programming that one can clearly
look at, and sensibly investigate, the core instinctual being hidden beneath. This is a crucial step on the
path to Actual Freedom and it is both radical and iconoclastic.
The elimination of one’s social identity requires the replacement
of society’s moral and ethical arbitrary judgments of good and bad and right and wrong with an open-eyed
evaluation and intelligent assessment based on what is sensible and what is silly. This step can only be
undertaken with the pure intent gleaned from the pure consciousness experience – an experience of the
purity, perfection and innate benign disposition evident in a ‘self’-less state. This gives one the
confidence and surety to venture beyond the limits of what is normally considered to be safe, sensible and
sane.
The other essential work that is needed to dis-empower one’s
social identity is that the beliefs and psittacisms one has been instilled with in childhood, or has later
co-opted as one’s own, need to be replaced with observable and verifiable facts.
Both these processes, if undertaken with diligence and sincerity,
will cause one’s social identity to wilt and wither thereby allowing clear thinking, sensible action and
considered regard for all of one’s fellow human beings, no matter what age, gender, race, class or culture.
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As your attentiveness gets up and running you will
soon discover that many of your antagonistic and sorrowful feelings are directly associated with your beliefs.
You discover that invariably you fight to defend your beliefs and feel threatened if you feel your beliefs are
being challenged. You will discover that many of your beliefs are either escapist fantasies or doomsday
visions, archaic superstitions or imaginary scenarios, none of which are conducive to your feeling happy or to
your being harmless.
A discerning eye and ear is needed in order to ascertain what is
fact and what is merely belief, theory, concept, assumption, speculation, conviction, imagination, myth,
wisdom, or truth. It is easy to see when one knows how to look. Any belief is nonsensical. By its very nature
a belief is not factually true ... otherwise it would not need to be believed to be true.
A fact is obvious; it is out in the open, freely available for all
to see. To believe something to be true is to accept on trust that it is so. A fact does not have to be
accepted on trust – a fact is candidly so. A fact is patently true, manifestly clear. A fact is what is
ascertained sensately and thus demonstrably true. If you are to become free of believing you need to rely on
fact – the verifiable, objective actuality – as a touchstone to test the sensibility of whatever ‘truth’
one suspects to be a belief.
A feeling is not a fact. Feelings have led human beings astray for
millennia, without ever being questioned as to whether they are the correct tools for determining the facts of
a matter. Feelings are held to be sacrosanct; they are given a credibility they do not deserve. They are seen
to be the final arbiter in any contentious issue: ‘It’s my gut-feeling’, or ‘My intuition is never
wrong’, or ‘It feels right’, and so on. Thinking, shackled by belief and feeling cannot operate with the
clarity and benignity it is capable of.
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We have seen that our field of experiential
investigation is both one’s psychological ‘self’ and one’s instinctual
‘self’. The on-going attentiveness initiated by asking oneself ‘How am I experiencing this moment of
being alive?’ allows one to initially focus one’s awareness on the activities of the psychological ‘self’
– the mental-emotional identity that is ‘who’ we think we are.
This awareness, and the subsequent investigations, operates in
actively demolishing the social identity – the morals, ethics, values, beliefs and psittacisms instilled by
one’s peers in order to keep the instinctual passions ‘under control’. One is literally reprogramming
one’s own brain to allow what is sensible, factual, and materially evidenced to become increasingly obvious
and apparent – as opposed to what is illusionary and merely affectively or cerebrally ‘experienced’.
This then allows one’s awareness to become increasingly free and
bare, allowing one to clearly see the over-arching role that feelings and emotions have in causing one to be
malicious and sorrowful, and one finds that one can radically reduce their influence in one’s life with pure
intent.
These two facets – demolishing the social identity, the ‘guardian
at the gate’ of the animal instinctual passions, and reducing the influence of affective feelings and
emotions in one’s daily life – both the supposed ‘good’ and ‘bad’ – ultimately brings one’s
bare awareness to focus on one’s animal instinctual programming – the very root cause of human malice and
sorrow.
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and leaving the ancient past behind …
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The instinctual animal ‘self’ is much more
sophisticated in humans than in other animals in that the human cognitive neo-cortex is flushed with chemical
flows triggered by the non-cognitive primitive brain and these chemicals are felt as emotions or basic
passions and thus interpreted as ‘my’ deep-seated feelings. Thus, one feels this genetic instinctual
programming to be ‘me’ at my very core.
When one digs deep into one’s instinctual ‘self’ one
encounters the raw unfettered instinctual passions, mainly those of fear, aggression, nurture and desire and
when one does this one needs to ‘ride out the storm’ of chemical-induced fears and fantasies that are
invariably stirred up. Also in the experiential investigation of the instinctual passions one inevitably
encounters the instinctual archaic ‘memory’ imprinted in the primitive brain itself, a memory that
stretches back to the very beginnings of the human species itself.
This instinctual memory serves to maintain both one’s bondage to
the ancient past and to Humanity itself. Thus, an in-depth investigation of one’s instinctual ‘self’ can
provoke ancient atavistic fears and dread that can be daunting, to say the least. This is why pure intent and
a good dose of bloody-mindedness and stubborn persistence is essential at this stage.
Whilst this crude genetically-encoded survival programming was
essential in the past, to ensure the survival of the species, to set about to deliberately eliminate this
programming is to feel oneself to be, at a very primal level, a traitor to Humanity.
However, these fascinating experiences and discoveries leave no
emotional scars and soon one is back on the wide and wondrous path to actual freedom …
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Actual Freedom Trust 1999
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