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Vineeto’s Correspondence on the Actual Freedom List Correspondent No 38
To No 66: U.G. Krishnamurti’s statement that ‘any ‘freedom’ is an illusion’ is a statement based on his own illusionary freedom and merely goes to show that he has yet to find a non-illusionary actual freedom – a freedom from one’s social conditioning as well as one’s genetically-encoded instinctual passions. No 45: She does not discus the statement. The statement is ‘A priori’ wrong. It in not in the line of actual freedom. <…> At least U.G is authentic, speaks out of his experience and not out of believing, because if I had never taste sugar and I am saying that is a nice thing, means I believed somebody else. Tell me, what is ‘‘a priori’ wrong’ about saying that U.G. Krishnamurti’s statement that ‘any ‘freedom’ is an illusion’ is a statement based on his own illusionary freedom? You yourself say U.G. Krishnamurti ‘speaks out of his experience’ and he himself called ‘any freedom ... an illusion’. I simply pointed out that contrary to U.G. Krishnamurti’s belief that ‘any ‘freedom’ is an illusion’ that a way has now been found to an actual freedom from the human condition, something that surpasses any illusionary freedom of any kind of altered states of consciousness for the simple reason that this freedom is actual. What many people don’t seem to like about an actual freedom is that in order to get onto the wide and wondrous path to an actual freedom one has to actively roll up one’s sleeves and irrevocably change oneself and for many that is too much of a shift from their present comfortable belief that ‘I only need to stop desiring freedom and then I will at least not have to be bothered doing anything at all about my unhappiness, let alone my acrimony’ Don’t you see how illusory your actual freedom is? How fabricated? Don’t get me wrong... I think you should give it your best if it makes you happy. But it’s still an illusion. Ah, but from the point of view that you keep presenting to this list – you called it once ‘Advaita land’ – there is no such thing as an objective reality, objective reality is at best an assumption. According to this point of view everything – one’s own thoughts and feelings, including the world of things, events and people – are nothing but an illusion and the only thing that is not an illusion is one’s own capital-A Awareness. For you to state that actual freedom is illusory or that I am living in a bubble is merely a reinstatement of your belief that everything is Maya. Given that you posted a definition of consciousness with a link to the ‘Course in Consciousness’, your definition of consciousness and ‘capital-C Consciousness’ apparently is in accord that of Stanley Sobottka, Emeritus Professor of Physics, University of Virginia. Mr. Sobottka starts with the following hypothesis –
How a Professor Emeritus in physics who presumably has devoted his life to study the physical world can propose that this material physical world he touches, smells, sees, hears, tastes and lives in is only an assumption which ‘cannot be proved’ is beyond my comprehension. His hypothesis implies that, for instance, the very keyboard he writes his thesis on is an assumption that ‘cannot be proved’, that his senses perceiving his keyboard and the senses of his readers seeing the pixels of his thesis appear on their monitors are only perceiving ‘mental images’ – and yet apparently Professor Sobottka assumes without questioning that his readers, all of whom he perceives as being mere ‘mental images’, are in fact reading the words he has written on their assumed monitors that he typed out on his assumed keyboard. It does beg the question as to why he would bother to write to other human beings informing them that he cannot prove that they are anything other than mental images arising out of his own perception. Given that Mr. Sobottka starts with these
Apparently Mr. Sobottka has no qualms in taking Nisargadatta Maharaj’s word for it that a ‘changeless state of pure awareness’ does in fact exist – presumably this is an assumption that can be proved – and from this assumption it is only a hop and a jump to the following conclusions –
And from these conclusions that ‘Awareness … is the fundamental Reality’ he reaches the following solution … and it comes to no surprise that this solution is the ancient-old recipe of disidentification and dissociation –
Or to say it in Mr. Sobottka’s spiritual teacher’s own words –
‘That to which it owes its own existence’ is another way of saying that I as Awareness am the creator of the ‘external’ world of people things and events – Awareness is all there is and the objective, i.e. physical, world is but an illusion, at best an assumption that ‘cannot be proved’. This is what ‘capital-C Consciousness’ is according to the Advaita teachings. Given that you said that –
– I would appreciate if you could explain to me how you come to believe that this ‘capital-C Consciousness’ is ‘in fact the same thing’ as an actual freedom from the instinctual passions of fear, aggression, nurture and desire or is ‘in fact the same thing’ as the ongoing direct, as in non-affective and non-imaginary, experience of the actuality of the physical material world when the identity in toto, ‘I’ as ego and ‘me’ as soul, has ceased to exist.
This is what ‘capital-C Consciousness’ is according to the Advaita teachings. Given that you said that –
– I would appreciate if you could explain to me how you come to believe that this ‘capital-C Consciousness’ is ‘in fact the same thing’ as an actual freedom from the instinctual passions of fear, aggression, nurture and desire or is ‘in fact the same thing’ as the ongoing direct, as in non-affective and non-imaginary, experience of the actuality of the physical material world when the identity in toto, ‘I’ as ego and ‘me’ as soul, has ceased to exist. Just out of curiosity, why do you bother to respond in the ways you do? It was no bother at all, on the contrary, I enjoyed discovering how Mr. Sobottka understands and explains ‘capital-C Consciousness’. Nowadays there is a wealth of material freely available about Eastern religion and philosophy which makes clear what was once obscure, untranslated and shrouded in mystique but a century ago. It’s not for dialog as far as I can see. You gave an opinion, I responded and asked you a question – how is that ‘not for dialog’? I did ask you a genuine question and I am still interested to know how you come to believe that this ‘capital-C Consciousness’ is ‘in fact the same thing’ as an actual freedom from the instinctual passions of fear, aggression, nurture and desire – provided you want to dialogue, that is. Are you preaching to the masses? It seems to have escaped your attention yet again that this is a voluntary un-moderated mailing list and as such your query as to whether I am preaching to the masses is nonsense. I wrote to you because you have given your so far unsubstantiated opinions about what you think of actualists and actualism for several months and I wanted to engage you in an open discussion about the differences between ‘capital-C Consciousness and capital-A Actual’. It seems that after two years of reading the actual freedom mailing list and website you are still unclear about the vital differences between the two. I also think that the ‘Discourse on Consciousness’ from Mr. Sobottka makes the teachings of Advaita very transparent and easy to understand for Westerners who are not trained in deciphering the deliberately mystifying ways and purposely bewildering paradoxes of Eastern mysticism. Are you trying to reinforce your convictions by repetition? Repetition was certainly useful and necessary for me when I learned about actualism, considering that it is something entirely new to human history but I don’t quite understand your question as I have never before written about Mr. Sobottka and his teaching which attempts to marry relativistic theoretical physics and Eastern mysticism.
No. 93: Can you identify what went wrong, and are you still trying? Did you get to a stage where you could live with gay abandon (so to speak) without harming yourself or being dangerous to others? Nothing really went wrong, it just didn’t go right. The goal of being happy and harmless just seems contrived (not that there’s anything wrong with it). I’m more interested in pulling the curtain from all illusions, good bad or ugly. The reductionist approach works... eviscerate everything that isn’t true, and what remains is by definition truth. Clues to this come from many sources. At this point I think I am no longer particularly harmful to myself or others ... I wonder what would happen if you abandoned what you call ... but I am hardly gaily abandoned. The notion of which is of course another of the untruths. Or, I have my head way up my ass. If this (telling yourself that ‘the notion of which is of course another of the untruths’) is the ‘reductionist approach’ you are speaking of then such an approach can indeed easily result in the alternative option you provided. ‘The notion of which is of course another of the untruths’ reminds me how a successful solipsist once described his path of self-deception as the method to his success –
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